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I'm not done yet! Please change!

2023 is my year. I lost all I have in 2 years between 2021-2022. I lost my adoptive father in 2021, and my parents choose to divorce this year too,  I lost a lot of my money on a crypto investment in 2022, and I lost my job in 2022. I'm trying to get a new job since September until now. Now I'm trying to go abroad and get a job in Australia. I'm learning English so I can pass on IELTS test and get a good band score. Sometimes I feel so sad about my condition, but I should not give up right now. I believe God has a purpose for my condition. I need to be patient and wait for my time to rise again and face the world again. now I need to do something, I must change myself. Now I live in Tangerang Selatan with my uncle, I'm trying to help with homework, cleaning, taking out the trash, and doing anything that my uncle asks me. I hate myself and feel so useless. Because for me, a man without a job is powerless and nothing. I hope my life is getting better. I promise myself, th